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lundi 2 avril 2012

B is for...

Bank.
Right now, I feel like my entire life revolves around banks. I check my bank accounts on line about three times a day (which is stupid because it depresses me beyond belief), I receive letters from banks - nasty, "pay up now, bitch" letters - more or less every day, and my life has been put on hold by banks. I fucking hate banks.
I keep hearing that "money isn't everything" and "there are more serious problems than money problems", but I can't help but feel that that's only true when you DON'T have money problems. Because money, or the lack of it, is just about all I can think about right now. I dream about my debts, I wake up in a cold sweat at least once every night because money worries are consuming me alive.
I know this, too, shall pass, but it sure as hell doesn't feel like it most days.

1 commentaire:

Dawn Embers a dit…

Indeed, the bank is a stress. I don't get nasty letters but have to keep checking the account, go to put pay check in, then pay student loans and such. Need money for so many things it's hard to feel the ideal of money not being important sometimes.