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vendredi 8 octobre 2010

More doom and gloom

Yeah, having a really crappy time right now - even found myself sobbing TWO DAYS IN A ROW at "Holby City" (yesterday) and "Casualty" (today). How sad is that?
Feeling unutterably alone, lonely, single. Yearning to be loved, to be appreciated, to be told I'm special.
Desperate for the pain of this horrible year to subside.
Aching for a resolution to all this crap with D.
Frantic to find a way to be happy with the girls, to make them happy, to be at peace and not war with them so much.
Hoping, hoping, hoping that things will look up.
And still, of course, dreaming that one day Pat Monahan will sweep me off my feet...

5 commentaires:

print girl ink a dit…

it's not the same but i hope it helps that i really look forward to the posts from you that something good is coming to you... i know it will and it will happen when you think you can't take another day of this. hugs. in the blogger world... you are loved by your readers.

Magic27 a dit…

Thank you so much for your kind words, print ink girl - you can't imagine how touched I am when someone actually bothers to comment on my morose streams of consciousness...
I, too, am hoping for something good - and of course, I'll be sure to keep you posted!
Thanks again!

print girl ink a dit…

hang in there... as hard as it may be good things come to those who wait. don't let this break you. we've never met but i am here for you so you don't break.

Swistle a dit…

There---I just read back to January, and all I can say is: GIRL. This is rough. More than rough. Also, I would kind of like to slap the ex around a little for you.

Marie Green a dit…

Thanks for the comment on my blog, and I just wanted to say that I'm sorry this is a shitty Christmas (and YEAR) for you. I hope that 2011 treats you grand!