That's the answer to the question in my song-of-the-moment (yeah, still the same one):
Are you lonely looking for yourself out there?
The world can be such a lonely place, even when you're surrounded by people - good people, caring people. But not that one, special person you're aching for so very, very much.
And being a totally wretched parent (getting so annoyed with the girls because they don't listen that I end up saying horrible things to them (though they partially deserved the harsh words, it has to be said), things that scare them (although they shouldn't - they're both über sensitive) and leave them sobbing in their beds) really, really doesn't help. Total fail, all down the line today.
I feel so totally out of control right now.
The only place I feel at peace is asleep in my bed, my faithful feline curled up beside me.
Sounds like I'm heading for crazy-old-cat-lady status at breakneck speed, right?